I am Devidan, the Final Sin.
Behold my tainted mind of malice!
Despise my bloodstained blade of betrayal!
A soulless smile with a forbidden touch.
Envy, Pride, Greed. Show me if you dare!
Sloth, Lust, Anger. See if I care!
I am the glutton of damnation feeding on your soul.
The Final Sin, a memory never to be told.
I am Reqrium, th Eternal Agony.
Come see my scars of ultimate pain!
Leave me behind to laugh as I bleed!
As you look in my insanity I gaze into you.
Guns, Knives, Daggers. Its your choice!
Swords, Flails, Chains. Try to startle my voice!
I am the hopeless fate of the pain in life.
The Eternal Agony, the source of one
Blood Stained Tears by MindlessPuppetz, literature
Literature
Blood Stained Tears
Papercuts and Bloody knives
These are the things that take our lives
Stab and cut and twist and pull
The rage shows most when the moon is full
Cuts and bruises and scars that last
Bringing up memories that tell the past
Blood stained tears and groans of pain
Clouded up mind and going insane
Wanting to die and feeling blue
Feelings of remorse and misery, too
Blood stained tears that wont quit flowing
On your face the pain is showing.
I walk under those cold crimson skies.
The darkness eases my soul and comforts my pain.
My thoughts become lost as my mind forgets.
That pain of the world before now lost in darkness.
I look out before me to see the infinite plains.
I find myself pulled forward in blank expression.
My eyes ache open to the cold shallow wind.
Miles I've walked in this tainted souless place,
Yet this emptyness eases my very fragile mind.
My body then stops as if meant to do so.
I find chills now running laps up and down my spine.
A dark yet relaxing voice lingers in my mind and soul.
Shadows soon cover the plainscrimson skies.
A dark cloak and silv
have you forgotten what was said?
lose yourself like its nothing
pack your things, fly to me
let me hold you
suck your soul
from out of your body
wrap you in dying screams
deep within the hell
of my heart
show me how to feel nothing
as we dance our life away
re-defining perfections
with every torturous kiss
every drop of blood
and every tear of self-righteouness
as we sing in each others' ears
lullabies to paralyze
helpless and pathetic
we're better off dead
(wake me when i die
and smile a good-bye...)
suck the blood from the thraot
and introduce knife to heart
Fall of the Curtain by suicidaldreamer, literature
Literature
Fall of the Curtain
I'm in the corner,
Like back when I was three.
Bleeding, alone, and crying,
And because of it, tonight I cannot see.
Just another night like always,
You come back with the knife.
Blade still dripping from the night before,
But you don't bother to take my life.
You enjoy to watch me suffer,
I'm just a show.
Everynight the curtain rises,
I'm entertainment for the low.
The corner I stay,
With my ragged doll.
As I paint these walls,
Tonight the curtain will finally fall.
These walls I paint,
In blood of darkest red.
Making a note to all,
Even though I will be dead.
As the blood flows,
From a wound made in my chest.
Slowly bl
Dedicated to Dearest Mother by suicidaldreamer, literature
Literature
Dedicated to Dearest Mother
One night a girl slit her wrists,
A note lay beside her bed,
No one know that anything was wrong,
But this note was found and read,
This is what it said:
Dear Mother..Dear Father,
I have slit my writs tonight.
I have experienced too much pain,
I gave up and lost the fight.
I never thought it would end like this,
But I couldn't take this pain,
I don't like what became of me,
Haven't you seen all the signs that I gave?
I know you both must hurt,
And I know you're wondering what went wrong.
Dear Father it was NEVER your fault,
It's been Mother's all along.
I'm sorry it had to end like this father,
And I know this effects you to
Sick of their lies, the saddened girl cries,
Curled up in the corner with blades to her wrists
They took all she had, nothing is left.
They took any chance for her happiness.
The crimson tears run down her arm
As she sings the words I've often heard-
Words of hate-
A girl's self harm.
The world won't miss her when she's gone away
Her heart's being blackened and now's a deep grey
Their lies and their cursing
The things that they said
They burned away life
With the things that they did.
They knew that it hurt her and they laughed deep inside
They took out her spirit
They stole away pride
They stamped on her soul
With no heed
My Life is My Nightmare by suicidaldreamer, literature
Literature
My Life is My Nightmare
I wake up in the night,
I sit up in my bed.
I can't forget my nightmare,
It'll always be in my head.
I don't think that this was a dream,
Even though it was a nightmare.
They don't just come into your head,
Unless you have a reason.
I am just scared,
To ever face the facts.
My life is getting worse,
It will never be like the past.
I'd give anything,
To walk a day in my old shoes.
To get jsut a day to remember what it felt like to be happy,
No troubles, no worries, no regrets, and no fear,
Just the Innocence of Youth.
Now this nightmare,
Has pulled a shade over my heart and eyes.
Blinding me from reality,
Making me believ
Current Residence: In my own little world Favourite genre of music: alternative rock, goth rock, punk rock, some pop, anything else I missed Favourite cartoon character: Father Nightrode (or however spelt) he's a vampire yet comapsionate. Personal Quote: "It's true romance is dead. I shot it in the chest and in the head."
Favourite Movies
Spirited Away
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
AFI, MCR, The Used, Avenged Sevenfold, Evanesence, and L`Arc~en~ciel, Miyavi, Dir en Grey